Sometimes, I really was the problem.
[[11-11-2007: “Your work is amazing,” he said to me. I was shocked. I told him that he’d never said those words to me in his entire life. “Well, then you better really appreciate it when I do,” he replied.]]
I always put him down; I always joked. He tried to be nice and show me that I mattered, but I was such an insecure little bitch.